sam wrote:the joys of a long distance relationship; i'm almost positive she's cheating on me since i'm not there all the time. before it was always i couldn't be there enough and then i can stay for a massive 4 days and she says that's too much....and i'm moving to chicago so what then?
i think i'm breaking it off this weekend
Cheating on you? You said that you had an open relationship. -.- With open relationships, where can you draw the line between faithfulness and cheating?
she reduced our relationship to a motto 'it is what it is'
she doesn't want labels, i'm not her boyfriend and i'm not her grilfriend and she wants to keep things open because she's not 'feeling for a relationship'
every time i tell her that doesn't make sense she tells me that i shouldn't worry because there's no possibility of her meeting anyone up in chicago. i just don't understand why someone would want an 'open relationship' when they don't even utilize its openness...she said she'd tell me if she fooled around with someone else and expected the sme..still, why an open relationship and say that it's impossible to find other interesting people?
So, we (Northrop Tennis) lost a match... we lost to the best team in the area 1-4, now our record is 6-1. Hopefully, we'll go undefeated the rest of the season, though.
I attracted a group of fans tonight playing DDR. That was uncomfortable.
I had to autograph pieces of paper for 5 people. That was highly odd.
One of the boys told me he loved me. That was just right out fuckin weird.
