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That is like psychology or some freaky crap like that....I honestly went through a phase where I would say I am going to kill myself and no one cared, some said "Can I watch" or "Go ahead and do it no one will miss you". And it was all cause I felt alone, I had very few friends and of course no one would date me.....why would they, I sat at home playing FF7 all the time. Even though I said it then I never even meant it, NOW I did say it my Junior year and no one believed me, and that day I actually did try...obviously I didn't do it...it seems like guys do this crap as like a pitty card, in hope that some girl will look there way and confort them....heck that is why I did stuff like this...lol. Wow, I just remembered all my crappy middle school memories all at once....lol....middle school sucked. I fell into the nerd catagory, playing magic the gathering talking about games and all. And of course I had a hard time after the Columbine incident. I remember one time getting expelled cause this one kid heard on the news that Violent Video Games are the cause of Columbine so he came up to me being a smart alic saying "Are you going to kill us?" and I said "What?" he said "I heard that violent video games are what cause the Columbine incident, and you play games all the time, are you going to kill us" and I smiled and said "If video games made me violent I would have shot every last freaking one of you by now".......boy I was dumb in middle school.BeatmaniacIIDX wrote:Actually... This kid falls into the research I've been doing. Around the age of 12-13, kids start having "boyfriends and girlfriends". And most turn out normal. However, I and many other people were rejected then and while it may seem stupid to us at our age, when you're that age, it hits you hard with the way the media preaches at you. I for one was slightly overweight, and was rejected several times in 5th grade. No one "cool" wanted to hang out with me, so.. I hung out with the bad kids. Being immature and perverted in 6th grade puts you at number one bad ass. You get into more and more trouble until something really big happens, either A, it becomes legal trouble or B, something within the family.
Now enter 13, in middle school, you try to mature a bit, but it all goes to hell pretty quickly. Trouble and all that continues, crowd you hang out with changes, and you discover manipulation and pity. Usually, in the last 5-6 years, it's been "I want to kill myself". People believe you at first and try to comfort you. People will think you're depressed and whatever, but in reality, you're having emotional growing pains. All you want is to be happy, but you never will be at that time because you really don't know what you want. This continues for another year to a year and a half, and in that time, you get your goths, wiggers, etc.
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